im going nuts i am just escaped from the cage and intoanotherone (the internet) there is a lady boy bar next door and i am almost tempted to go just to do something. yeah mc fuckin evil grin right hehe heh you think he is bored standing there under the smile so long. he is probably planning some great killer ending to his life and that would redeem the fucker. FUCK. i just came from the movie channel and the movie is of a bunch of twits jumped off the yacht and can't get back on and i wonder why the fuck they want to get back on if i were them i would be looking for trouble. when i stop talking about killin people you should be worried. i am just kidding but damnit i am being looked at by everyone friends of vassana like im going to fuck someone and im not but i anyway it doesn't matter. we talked deu an i about going to this beach place 2 hour south of bangkok with me and the girls and that will be great.. my god im bored tonight. it took me an hour to find my way out of the apartment, onto the internet!!!
the fabric begins to tear
and i don't really care